Angela Deutschmann

Experience Truth

How do you Know What You Really Want?

January 2010

I remember realising a year or two ago, after countless readings and experiences with the issues of many clients, that it is far more important to be clear about who you are and what you want than to be told what your purpose is. Essentially, those things are all the same but it is far more useful, practical and responsible to focus your attention on knowing who you are and discovering what you want than trying to discern your purpose, or next step, from stars, numbers, cards, tea leaves or, um, channels. While those things can be valuable forms of insight they cannot replace your journey of finding out who you really are.

That’s all very well but how do you know what you really want? We live in a time, a culture and a world that values information and rationality above almost everything. These qualities have undoubtedly raised our quality of life over the last couple of centuries (unless you’d still like to hunt for your food, die from a cold and have a life expectancy of 30…).

What most of us have forgotten, however, is how to hear the still, delicate voice of our desires in the midst of such an overwhelming of information, media, experts, goals, facts and education all of which present us with a bundle of ‘shoulds’.

Maybe you have been full of ‘shoulds’ as you enter the new year – I should lose weight, I should save more, I should spend more time with my kids, I should recycle, I should really get fit this year. If these goals have come from outside of your true desires, or if you are being blocked by unprocessed pain, then I bet my bottom rand that (just like last year) your resolutions will fizzle out before Valentine’s Day.

Only when we make choices from a whole (not hurt), true (not image-based) and joyful (uncontained) place can those choices have whole, true and joyful results. It is, in fact, very logical – after all logic and spirit are not different. But to make such choices requires (1) courage to face our past and pain as well as (2) permission to really be in touch with all parts of ourselves – spirit, body, mind and heart.

If you truly intend to do those things, and you demonstrate that permission by the way you make choices, then I’m a firm believer in the fact that the mechanism will come to you. There are as many ways to Joy as there are people on the planet. Simply go with what is available and attractive to you at any point in time.

Here are the ways in which my work can assist you with those two approaches:

1. Facing your past and your pain

Shadow Work will assist you to look at the places in yourself and your life that you’ve been pretending are not there. More than simply seeing and acknowledging these, my shadow workshops will allow you to turn your worst hurt into your unique joy. As this is group work the results can be quick and powerful.

Coaching is a space in which we can explore the details of your past and current life experience in an extremely safe, private and non-judging environment. My coaching is largely intuitive and draws on the extensive amount of readings and one-on-one work I have done with people over the last 6 years.

Embody, my signature workshop, will go to the heart of any pain you have been storing in your body and will give you a series of intense and unique processes by which you can powerfully release that.

2. Getting in touch with your Joy

JoyBoard uses silence, creativity and images to point out to you what you are really wanting at this particular moment in time. The process makes use of subtle techniques to access your heart and right brain instead of simply asking you to list what you want, which inevitably will come from left brain only. This is why I have re-named the process JoyBoard because it differs substantially from the traditional Vision Board technique. A gentle, fun and revealing evening.

JoyMap is a full-day, intense workshop which also focuses on identifying your top 8 joys. We work our way through a series of questions and prompts with a great amount of personal focus on each participant’s responses. I assist you to see the hidden thread connecting all your responses so that we can uncover your most fruitful and fun areas of focus for the next year. This is not a useful process to do if you are currently grieving, depressed or heavily stressed.

After letting go of what you have been carrying, Embody creates a rare and magnificent context in which you can connect more fully and powerfully with the wisdom of your body than you have probably done since childhood. The joy is mindblowing!

A personal and / or group reading will assist you to identify where you are at any point in time and what next step would most serve you, the value being particularly that the perspective is so vast, loving and long-term.

 


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