Angela Deutschmann

Experience Truth

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June 2008

For me, this has been a month of babies (and, no, I am not pregnant!) I had the extraordinary privilege of being present as a close friend birthed her baby daughter last week, which felt as if it birthed a part of me. And one of the new avenues that have been opening up to me recently is also channelling (for) babies. There are amazing conversations to be had with young children – both born and unborn – that highlight some of their contracts, challenges and relationships within and beyond their families. I’ve been told about a child’s neckache in the womb, another’s strong focus on gender balance, whereas another gave quiet encouragement to her mother to revive her dreams. Some of these conversations have been initiated by miscarriages, and others I have done as part of a Baby Blessing Ceremony either before or after a child is born. These are shorter than regular readings and rather revealing and emotional. There’s a Baby Blessing section on my website
if you’re interested to find out more.

Garrick has felt strongly that there is value in offering personal growth opportunities to groups of only men, in powerful natural settings. He has partnered with Stuart Jensen, owner of the magnificent Boondocks Mountain Lodge, to create a process-based weekend retreat for men. There are details below of this event, and many more offered in Johannesburg, Cape Town and White River. The June Bull’s Eye at the end of this mail explores how we work with our bodies, and is an appetiser for an incredible new workshop –
Embody – that I will introduce in detail in the July newsletter.

If you’d like to join a small, supportive group of people who are dedicating one evening of their month to exploring and expanding who they are, I invite you to sign up for one of my Spiritual Growth Clubs before the end of June.

Welcome to all the new Bloemfontein subscribers! Lekker om julle te hê.

Much love to all of you
Angela

+27 (0) 83 743 0208


Johannesburg

Personal Readings

Book now for appointments in July, select Saturdays are also available. Contact Garrick on 084 460 8667.

Group Reading


Group readings are affordable, un-intimidating and great for newcomers to channelling. They tend to bring out brand new information and will focus on what is relevant to the particular group, and humanity in general, at the time. Everyone who attends also gets the opportunity to raise their own question and we end the evening with a chat and some sharing about what the reading has raised.

Date: Saturday 19 July 2008 (NOT Sunday as usual) 4pm – 5pm
Venue: Northside Lodge, 31 Knox Street, Waverley
Cost: R100.00pp

Please contact Garrick to book on 084 460 8667.

New Spiritual Growth Club starting in July 2008

An increasing number of people are committing themselves to conscious, responsible and empowered living. The number and variety of spiritual workshops and therapies attest to this. Yet, more is required to manifest awareness in action than just a once-off intervention. Personal transformation is a dynamic and ongoing process and requires consistent integration and support, whether that is in the form of honest feedback, access to new knowledge or motivation. Often we attempt, or feel we are forced, to pursue our spiritual development in isolation. Besides the fact that this reinforces a consciousness of separation, it can also leave us blinkered to our own stumbling blocks or gifts or next steps.

I offer you the opportunity for continuous integration and expansion of your growth in the form of facilitated, spiritual growth clubs. Groups are kept small and meet monthly under my facilitation. Activities include games, visualisation, questionnaires, group sharing, book and film reviews….and surprises!

A new group will be starting in Johannesburg in July 2008 and is almost full – please contact me ASAP if you, or a friend, would like to join. Those who have expressed interest, please ensure that you have received and completed an application form, which will ensure your placement in a group.

If there are any past members of a spiritual support group who would be interested in an advanced club, please also let me know soon.

Accessing Your Inner Wisdom Workshop

If you have ever wondered how to read the signs in your life, how to make sense of patterns that you see and how to get in touch with your own internal guidance system, then this is a brilliant one-day workshop for you.

Accessing Your Inner Wisdom will incorporate the techniques from my previous channelling workshop, and I have added two completely new sections (Body Wisdom and Everyday Wisdom) that are based on what I learnt from the readings last year on this subject. The knowledge is brand-new, the exercises are fun and you’ll have the chance to investigate a real-life question that you want some insight on. I keep the numbers small, so please contact Garrick soon to book or for more information.

Date: Sunday 6 July 2008, 10am to 4pm
Cost: R450.00pp
Venue: Northside Lodge, 31 Knox Street, Waverley

To book contact Garrick 084 460 8667.

Mid-Year Vision Board Evening

The power of image and symbolism is well-known in uncovering unconscious desires and personal solutions. The Vision Board process will assist you to unlock your personal dreams, and reveal to you some unknown aspects of those dreams. Along with that it is a helpful, visual tool for focus and is a great deal of fun to make! I invite you to refresh and re-focus your goals for 2008 and tap into some of your forgotten creativity. Participants receive individual feedback on their boards from Angela.

Date: Tuesday 15 July 2008, 7.30pm to 10.30pm
Venue: Northside Lodge, 31 Knox Street, Waverley
Cost: R170pp, includes refreshments and all materials

To book contact Garrick.

Transformation Game

This month Garrick and I were reminded about the value and fun of the Transformation Game. We hosted an evening for 7 fabulous ladies who gained deep insights and took some big steps amidst lots of sharing and raucous laughter! The Transformation Game was designed at the renowned Findhorn Retreat and is a wonderful way to play out your life. You can find new perspectives, test out your intuition and receive divine feedback – all while playing a board game. Garrick and I offer facilitated Transformation Game Evenings, which you can join as an individual or as a group of 2, 3 or 4. We can also host Game Events at your home or office for groups of 6 to 8 people.

Date: Tuesday 22 July 2008, 7.30pm – 10.30pm
Venue: Northside Lodge, 31 Knox Street, Waverley
Cost: R120.00pp

To book contact Garrick 084 460 8667.


White River

Personal Readings

Date: Friday 27 – Monday 30 June 2008
If you would like a personal reading in this time, please contact Garrick or 084 460 8667.

New Spiritual Growth Club starting in June 2008!

An increasing number of people are committing themselves to conscious, responsible and empowered living. The number and variety of spiritual workshops and therapies attest to this. Yet, more is required to manifest awareness in action than just a once-off intervention. Personal transformation is a dynamic and ongoing process and requires consistent integration and support, whether that is in the form of honest feedback, access to new knowledge or motivation. Often we attempt, or feel we are forced, to pursue our spiritual development in isolation. Besides the fact that this reinforces a consciousness of separation, it can also leave us blinkered to our own stumbling blocks or gifts or next steps.

I offer you the opportunity for continuous integration and expansion of your growth in the form of facilitated, spiritual growth clubs. Groups are kept small and meet monthly under the facilitation of me, Angela, and Belinda Loudon. Activities include games, visualisation, questionnaires, group sharing, book and film reviews….and surprises!

A new group will be starting in White River at the end of June 2008, please contact me ASAP if you, or a friend, would like to join. Those who have expressed interest, please ensure that you have received and completed an application form, which will ensure your placement in a group.


Cape Town

Personal Readings

Date: Thursday 7 August – Monday 11 August 2008
If you would like a personal reading in this time, please contact Garrick immediately at 084 460 8667.


Group Reading

Group readings are affordable, un-intimidating and great for newcomers to channelling. They tend to bring out brand new information and will focus on what is relevant to the particular group, and humanity in general, at the time. Everyone who attends also gets the opportunity to raise their own question and we end the evening with a chat and some sharing about what the reading has raised.

Date: Sunday 10 August 2008, 4pm – 5pm
Venue: To be announced
Cost: R100.00pp

Please contact Garrick to book on 084 460 8667.

New Spiritual Growth Club starting in July 2008!

An increasing number of people are committing themselves to conscious, responsible and empowered living. The number and variety of spiritual workshops and therapies attest to this. Yet, more is required to manifest awareness in action than just a once-off intervention. Personal transformation is a dynamic and ongoing process and requires consistent integration and support, whether that is in the form of honest feedback, access to new knowledge or motivation. Often we attempt, or feel we are forced, to pursue our spiritual development in isolation. Besides the fact that this reinforces a consciousness of separation, it can also leave us blinkered to our own stumbling blocks or gifts or next steps.

I offer you the opportunity for continuous integration and expansion of your growth in the form of facilitated, spiritual growth clubs. Groups are kept small and meet monthly under the facilitation of me, Angela, and Fiona Mills. Activities include games, visualisation, questionnaires, group sharing, book and film reviews….and surprises!

A new group will be starting in Cape Town in July 2008, please contact me ASAP if you, or a friend, would like to join. Those who have expressed interest, please ensure that you have received and completed an application form, which will ensure your placement in a group.


What Does it Mean to be a Man?

Garrick, in his capacity as life coach, will be co-facilitating a unique, empowerment experience for men in the Lowveld Bush from the 26th to the 28th of September 2008. The other facilitator will be Stuart Jensen, owner of Boondocks Mountain Lodge in Mpumalanga, also the venue for the process.

This dynamic process-based weekend will make use of the surrounding environment to elicit the maximum amount of learning for each participant. The workshop will create opportunities for the men attending to become more comfortable with themselves in terms of their emotions, levels of trust, communication and will clarify for each participant what it means for them, individually, to be a man.

If you, or the man in your life, would like to move towards completeness, this is a powerful opportunity.

Date:         26 – 28 September 2008
Venue:       Boondocks Mountain Lodge, between Nelspruit and Barberton
Cost:         R 2 500.00 includes full accommodation and all meals
To book:    Contact Garrick at 0844608667.



Bull's Eye

June 2008

A New Way of Working with our Bodies

Amongst people of a spiritual leaning, there seem to be three common approaches to the body. I’ve noticed these from hundreds of consultations with clients and, most of all, from watching my own inner conversations with my body.

1. Disgust

Although not so prevalent anymore, there does still exist a consciousness of hatred or disgust towards the body. This belief system suggests that the body and its impulses hinder spiritual growth; that physical urges such as hunger or lust are temptations, leading astray the purity of the soul. In these traditions, the body and its impulses need to be overcome - by abstinence (of food, sex, sleep), discomfort (meditation, asceticism) or punishment (fasting, flagellation). This may sound medieval to you - the kind of beliefs
that belong only in a conservative monastery or catholic convent - but it’s highly likely that some of this consciousness remains in our psyche. If you feel ashamed of masturbation, find yourself calling chocolate cake ‘evil’ or force your body to endure discomfort for the sake of spiritual growth, those are some of the indicators that you feel some disgust for your physicality and its natural needs.

2. Disinterest

This attitude is most often found in people who are cerebral, more interested in intellectual and metaphysical concepts than in practical, concrete life. The contribution that such people make to society can be wonderful, although it often happens at the expense of a life lived deeply in touch with the wonders of their physical body. The belief system of disinterest suggests that bodies are a necessary, though inconvenient vehicle for thought, or consciousness. They are messy, unpredictable, uncontrollable and slow down consciousness development. People who have this consciousness dominantly, can seem as if
they are an active mind reluctantly dragging around a dense body. Signs of disinterest in your physical body include not knowing whether you are hot or cold until someone asks, forgetting to go to the dentist, neglecting your clothing and thinking that spending money on a haircut (as opposed to a book) is frivolous (do I sound like I know about this?). From this tradition, the body and its desires need to be tolerated.


3. Disguise

What I call the approach of disguise is a more recent belief system, commonly adhered to by ‘new age’ folk. It is an approach that suggests that the body is a disguise for messages from the soul. Up to this point, I’m excited and resonant with the possibilities that this approach opens up. Yet, what seems to often creep into this philosophy (probably a hangover from our Calvinistic roots) is that the message from the body is necessarily punitive, or at the very least corrective. If your throat is sore it is because you haven’t been saying your truth, if you develop diabetes it is because you are being too sweet, if you are having problems with your teeth, then you are struggling to own or express your wisdom. In this approach, the body (and its emotional counterpart) always needs to be healed. From readings I have learnt to deconstruct this approach a little and expand it to include the
possibility that your body may not be interested in punishing you at all, merely opening up the next step.

In that vein, so to speak, I’d like to suggest a new approach to the body:

4. Delight

Imagine that you wake up in the morning, having slept consciously and restfully. You lie in bed for a few moments easing into your body and feeling it out. Your neck has a crick and you notice that, wondering if there is a way you could enhance your sleeping environment. Also, you become aware of how amazing it is to have legs, arms, a tummy! And that same tummy is calling for something. You listen quietly and find yourself amused at its
request…grapefruit, sardines and a few sips of excellent coffee…ok then.

After breakfast your mind is chatty, and your body is quiet, so you spend some time working on your computer until your back aches and you realise that your time for sitting is over. Outside, in the company of some trees and gentle sun you breathe deeply and simply take up all the positions that make you feel nice and stretchy. Your body is active now and wants to move.
A few Michael Jackson songs later your blood, enthusiasm and energy are flowing. The phone rings and you are called to an impromptu meeting.

Only once you are in the meeting, do you realise that you haven’t had lunch. But when you feel out your tummy, it actually isn’t hungry yet, just thirsty, which you take care of. During the meeting you’re aware that your whole posture is different and knees feel strange. With surprise, and amusement, you realise that you’re attracted to the speaker who you’ve actually known for years! You can feel your whole body soften and you enjoy the delicious sensuality that it is offering you. By now you’re truly hungry and excuse
yourself from the last 5 minutes of the meeting to eat. The crick in your neck is still there and you take a few moments of your lunch break to connect with it. It’s not a searing, hot, pain just a persistent ache. It feels muscular and reminds you of something.

You’ve had this before…oh yes, that Christmas holiday when your mother-in-law was bothering you about having kids, such a pain in the neck. Pain in the neck! Of course. You can’t think of anyone at the moment though that’s having that effect on you. But you deepen your breathing there in the toilet cubicle and feel out the pain once more. Your mind wanders and suddenly you’re thinking about your son’s school project again. Shit, he still hasn’t
done it and it’s due on Friday. You’ve reminded him about this dozens of times, you even cut short a play date on the weekend to take him to the science museum, which he didn’t appreciate and…the crick in your neck is throbbing now and then you get it. You’re being the pain in the neck! It’s not your project, not your academic career and not your life.

The thought of letting this go, and giving the responsibility of this project fully to your son brings such relief that you’re tearful. Delighted at the messaging system from your body, you wipe your eyes and look proudly in the mirror at the red and slightly puffy face of someone who knows how to cry.

At dinner that evening you are anxious about how to tell your son what came up for you today. You’re anticipating another fight, and the anxiety sits in your stomach. You know that if you eat anything while being so constricted, you won’t digest it well at all. So you leave your plate of food alone and when he asks why you’re not eating, you take a deep breath and tell him. You talk only from your reality, not his, but even so he is angry that you’re withdrawing from the position of chief nag. Only an hour later, once he has calmed down and your anxiety dissipates a bit, do you return to your plate of food, enjoy every morsel and have seconds.

That night in bed, you thank the crick in your neck that has allowed you to go to sleep this evening with far less anxiety about your son’s science project than before. You give your neck a slow, warm rub in appreciation. That feels so good that you do it for your shoulders and head as well, letting them become softer and softer until you slide down onto your pillow, deeply relaxed and ready for the magic of sleep.

This is how it feels when your approach to your body is Delight.


© Angela Deutschmann 2008

This is part of the Introduction to a new workshop that I have created called Embody – a workshop for those whose hearts are big enough to fall in love with their bodies. Keep an eye on the July newsletter for full details of this pioneering process.


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