Angela Deutschmann

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November 2007

As we wind down (or wind up?!) for the end of the year, I am feeling very aware that life as we know it is changing rapidly - as if there is something afoot (so to speak) that is pulling the carpet out from underneath us. I see many people, including myself, being coaxed – in some cases yanked – out of comfort zones, masks, addictions and protections upon which we have always depended. I sense that the only way to move forward on our planet – indeed even to survive – is to become extremely adaptable in all areas of life – loadshedding gives an opportunity to test this ;)

I mentioned last time that I am grappling with a response to crime that I can respect, and as a result I am hosting a discussion evening called ‘An Enlightened Approach to Crime’ next Thursday. Please join us if you would like to learn or teach something in this regard. Details of this event, as well as the final Transformation Game Evening of the year, can be found below.

Thank you to Garrick for a very successful first month of managing my bookings! He is able to send recordings via email if you have broadband, which means that international bookings are increasing rapidly. If you know anyone overseas that would like a distance reading, this is now easily available. Those of you in Johannesburg, I am available until 21 December for personal readings.

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Much love to all of you
Angela
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An Enlightened Approach to Crime

The recent murder of Lucky Dube really saddened me and felt like the last straw (of what, I don’t know). I want to use the opportunity to look more deeply into the issue of crime and violence as it is affecting our country and ourselves. I invite you to an open conversation and channelling on ‘An Enlightened Approach to Crime’. I want to make a space available for people to share ideas, thoughts and experiences with no blame, and with the aim to come from a place of love and not fear. If you have something to say in this light, or want to learn from a reading or simply raise your energies around this issue, do join us.

An Enlightened Approach to Crime
A discussion and channelling evening for those who want to create love and learning from the crime in our environment

Date: Thursday 22 November
Time: 7.30pm – 9pm
Venue: Northside Lodge, 31 Knox Street, Waverley
Cost: R100.00pp
RSVP: admin@angeladeutschmann.com


Transformation Game Evening

Imagine gaining new personal insights, testing out your intuition and receiving divine guidance – all while playing a board game! The Transformation Game was designed at the renowned Findhorn Retreat and is a wonderful way to play out your life. Garrick and I are offering facilitated Transformation Game Evenings, which you can join as an individual or as a group of 2, 3 or 4. It’s personal growth at its most fun!

Next Game Evening (Johannesburg)
Date: Monday 29 October 2007
Time: 7pm to 11pm
Venue: 19 Gibson Road, Kenilworth
Cost: R100.00pp, includes coffee and cake
RSVP: admin@angeladeutschmann.com
Only 4 places available


Bull’s Eye
November 2007

A Healthy Approach to Being Sick


In the last 6 months we have gone from being a family that hardly dipped into its medical aid, to one that seems to have hung out a big neon welcome sign for every germ, bug, virus and infection passing through the area. You name it, we’ve had it, and probably twice. Of course that has got me thinking about the nature of illness and its meaning(s). Like many of you, I have in recent years stopped thinking that sickness happens ‘to’ us, preferring to understand that our ‘biology is our biography’ (Caroline Myss) and that illness is a vivid way of communicating messages to us from our higher, or essential, selves. That viewpoint allows us to feel responsible as well as empowered, responsibility’s happy byproduct. So far so good.

What seems to have insidiously crept into that philosophy, however, (perhaps a hangover from our Calvinist roots) is that the body’s message is always punitive, or at the very least corrective. In other words, sickness means that we have been doing something wrong. Clients usually ask the question ‘what have I not been seeing’, or ‘where am I going wrong’ when they have readings about being sick or sore. They presume that when something goes ‘wrong’ with the body it is an indication that they have also been doing something ‘wrong’, or maybe just not quite right. I even had a teacher that described any kind of physical illness, injury or accident as being ‘smashed by the universe’. If we believe that sickness necessarily shows some kind of displeasure, or correction, from the soul then we are still attached to a deep-rooted consciousness of punishment, even if it is couched in more aware, New Agey kind of language.

Many of us are choosing to live from the belief that love is the source, centre and destination of everything (John O Donohue), and we are dissolving the concepts of right and wrong into more nuanced and compassionate ways of seeing the world. But when it comes to sickness (and in fact the realm of the body altogether) we are still thinking like the proverbial caveman who interpreted thunder as the anger of God. If every time you get a sore throat your first thought is ‘what am I not saying’, or ‘where am I being untruthful’, then you are part of a whole bunch of us that has been clinging to a response to sickness that is outdated and fear-based but, more importantly, that is no longer working.

I’m all for effectiveness, so if it worked to ask these kinds of questions, I’d be supporting them wholeheartedly.

‘Mmm, my throat is kinda sore today, that must mean I’m not telling my truth. Dear Universe/God/Angels, what have I not being saying?’

‘Aha, you felt that did you? We thought you might he he. Now go and tell your mother in law you actually don’t want to spend Christmas day watching slides of your husband’s previous girlfriend, the one with the long legs and the PhD who is doing ambassador work for the UN.’

‘Oh, um, yes. Ok. Sorry about that, I promise I won’t do it again’

[Ping Ping! Sore throat magically disappears.].

Ok, ok, I’m being a tad facetious but that is merely the exaggerated version of how many of us have been approaching our bodies and our sickness - if we can just figure out (or consult a channel to tell us) what the illness is trying to say, and correct it, we can get better and do away with the irritation or pain or debilitation of disease. Of course that doesn’t work, at least not fully.

And why doesn’t it work? Because of this very simple equation given recently in someone’s reading:

• If you call something ‘wrong’, you cannot also be grateful for it. [Try that out!]
• Until you are grateful for something, you cannot receive the fullness of its gift.
• Therefore, while you are still calling something wrong, you can’t experience the fullness of the gift that it brings

Capish? So if we are saying that sickness is wrong, or is the universe’s way of telling us something is wrong, then we will not be able to receive the gift of that sickness, which means it will probably hang around, recur or revisit us in some other way. Not in order to punish us, but only to move us closer to our real joy. Like everything else in existence, that is also the purpose of sickness.

In the next Bull’s Eye, I will share some different ways to think about being sick, and give some practical suggestions for working with our bodies’ messages. If any of you would like to share a story about learning to work with your body, please send it to Angela.

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